Dazzlesdiva

I think you still love me,but we cant escape the fact that I'm not enough for you. and I can't escape the fact that you lied to me... I knew this was going to happen. So I'm not blaming u for falling in love with me and I am not blaming myself for what happened, even if you can't apologise for hurting my feelings and for lying to me.I'm not angry,either because I should be, but I'm not because i realised that sometimes the easier way to forget and forgive someone is just to accept the fact that the other person is an idiot for acting up all innocent like they didn't do anything wrong..... well i agree with the saying that only the guilts gets angry the most. I just feel pain. A lot of pain.I thought you could imagine how much this would hurt,but I was wrong. I am going to move on with my life and i hope you do too but don't ever come back to me asking for another change because there won't be any.... you had your chance to do so but you wasted it with being angry for something that you were wrong on  weird...... Even though I wanted a perfect ending. Now I've learned the hard way that some poems don't rhyme, and some stories don't have a clear beginning, middle, or end.Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's to happen next.
 

Life isn't a fairy tale that starts with 'Once upon a time' and ends with a 'Happily Ever After'. Because in life, you aren't always sure that who's the hero and who's the villain. You don't know what the story is about. You don't know who is meant to be with whom. You don't know who plays the wicked witch and what is the persons plan. Unlike fairy tales, life isn't predictable. You don't know what is in store for you. 
Some fairy tales are bad or evil, but reality is much worse. It hits you in the face when you least expect it to. Because in reality, as soon as you near a Happy Ending, there's a storm and everything's gone. You have to start afresh. Here friends aren't friends forever and family isn't your designated guardian. Here love stories don't last forever. Here the word love isn't the base of all stories, self-interest is. Here people don't be with you because they love you, people are with you because they need you. 
In reality, you can't always expect the lost shoe to fit you perfectly. Unlike fairy tales, destiny isn't always in your favour in reality. Fate has its own ways of testing your faith, hope and patience. But, this is what makes life better than fairy tales. Reality is much stormier. Reality isn't cliched. Reality is unpredictable, weird, crazy. These stories we tell are a all scripted stuff of dreams. Reality. It's much more exciting than living happily ever after.
Archimede :):D

Dear Diary, 
If there's something that I've learnt over the past few days, it is that no one cares. No one cares enough. Not even that one person who you thought is actually concerned. People just want to know what your problem is, so that they can talk about it to others. They don't help you overcome it, or solve it. Just a word or two of sympathy. 
So, this is a selfish world. People will be nice to you when they need you. And once their job is done, they just don't recognise you anymore. It's better not to bother others with your problems, because they don't see them the way you do. It's better not to discuss your good days with others, because they won't celebrate them the way you do. 
It's better to stick to those who are actually close to you, those who have been there throughout. Because in the end, these are the people who actually care, maybe. Or maybe not. Everyone has their own set of problems to deal with. Who bothers to clean up somebody else's mess? When you don't do that, don't expect others to. 
Your issues, your problems, your concern. Nobody else gives a damn! So instead of waiting for someone else to stop by and help you through it, just pull yourself together and have faith in yourself. Because you know you're strong enough. You know you can manage on your own. All you need is a little faith, a little patience and some motivation and things will automatically fall in place.

It's called Life, and it isn't meant to be Complicated. 

Life isn't meant to be that hard. It's supposed to be simple. The purpose of life doesn't lie in one big thing, but it's hidden in a million small things. It isn't about hating people you don't like. It's about loving and cherishing the ones you're actually fond of. People often think too much about themselves and others, which is depressing. It complicates. Being ambitious is good, but then you don't just keep running after something which you know isn't meant for you. That isn't ambition, that's an obsession and its complicated. When things are against you, just wait patiently for the tables to turn in your favour. Cribbing or nagging wont help. It complicates. And hurts too. 
Life is supposed to be accepted the way it is. Day by day, minute by minute, accept things as and when they come to you. Don't nag about the past or worry about the future. That complicates too. Don't try hard to be something you aren't. Don't try to change yourself just to fit in with the others. That'll complicate again. Don't take things too seriously. It's good to set yourself free, at times. 
If you think you need to say something, say it there and then, because if you don't, the moment just passes by. Try to consider the little things in life too, because there will come a day when you'll look back to realise that they were big things. 
Never give up on people just because you think it wasn't meant to be. That'll complicate again. Follow your heart, not blindly, but cautiously and you'll know where you belong. You should know what and who actually matters. Because if you don't set your priorities right, it'll complicate again. These are just a few of the many things which complicate our lives. 
Remember, life isn't a mess. It's a jigsaw. You have to be careful and patient in your dealings. You have to move in such a way so that all the pieces fit in perfectly and everything falls in place.